It’s hard for me to stay motivated. Not just for a day or two, but all the time. It’s bizarre that I can only choose one or two paths when I want to take them all.
Especially in an artform? Forget it. Who knows if you’ll even make it with your art. But who cares even. If you make art, your an artist.
It’s just hard to get out of bed some days. And I hate work. The only reason I haven’t thrown myself into a artform is because I have to work to survive. I get up the best I can everyday. But some days I just sit there.
And that’s all I can do.
Routines are hard, but they work. Or so I’ve heard. I don’t actually have one. Maybe that’s part of the problem. It’s hard to say.
I hardly care.